It’s the holidays now, I finished my fall semester.
I performed at a big event
I performed at a school show
I performed at my studio event
I trained with a few different choreographers and took workshops and lessons from multiple different dancers and inspirations and learned tons
I got a scholarship which is always nice
I’m suffering trying to apply to my exchange because I want to go to California
I took on a little bit much this semester
I loved dance this semester, I also hated it at the same time
I love the people I met but I don’t know if I like the person I have become
I have been insecure and confident but somehow it will all fit
I’ve been trying to be more open, not sure if it is working
I have decided that I need to make new years resolutions and one of the things I will work on is the way I think, or not the way I think but the way I behave because I have not been liking the way I have been acting
I heard this quote I liked, it was something along the lines of “nobody cares if you’re miserable so might as well be happy.” So I’m thinking I will use that next year
I love life so much, i’m so blessed with my families, friends, acquaintances and people I don’t know.
I think I need to take a step back and realize the people around me and see them for who they are
I just want to be different, not so that I change myself but so that I change the way I think because my mind has been a little psycho and that is never fun. I just contradicted myself slightly but oh well.
I’m so lucky to have awesome people in my life, I know I mentioned it multiple times but seriously I can’t take them for granted.
Also yay life! 2013 was a really good year, I made awesome new friends who oddly enough are my new friends and I met so many new people this semester. I really pushed myself in terms of dance… but of course not enough and I’m taking charge of my life a little more everyday.
I need to stop, I hope you all are doing well and much love!